Turning my storm into someone else's rainbow
Turning my storm into someone else's rainbow
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Inconceivable — PIO

W is for...

• Baby Dragon • ERA • Fertility • Infertility • Injections • IVF • Next Steps • PIO • Prayer • Progesterone • Update • Wanda

W is for...

Today I had my first ultrasound in almost a year. Well, except for the emergency room visit. W is for Wanda. Everyone's favorite friend. Dr. B was running a little late. Darn those other women and their eggs. I remember my Nurse Coordinator telling me that ovaries don't know what day it is (about working holidays). Apparently they don't know what time it is either... So I waited. Half naked. Covered by an over-sized paper napkin. Just me and the ultrasound machine. Wanda. Should I play with her? Roll the giant track ball around a bit?  Would they know? I mean,...

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NIAW '19

• Aunt Flo • Baby Dragon • Beta Day • Delestrogen • Egg Retrieval • Embryo Transfer • ERA • Fertility • In Vitro • Infertility • Infertility Awareness • InfertilityUncovered • Injections • IVF • Negative • Next Steps • NIAW • Not Pregnant • PIO • Prayer • Progesterone • Real Life • Update

NIAW '19

It's National Infertility Awareness Week (NIAW) again and this year's theme is #infertilityuncovered  #NIAW19 So, let’s get uncomfortable. Let's talk about the #1in8 couples who are diagnosed with infertility. Last year I focused on the facts, this year I’m focusing on me. No sugar-coating here, so buckle up. In case you missed it, or need a refresher here's part 1: My first facebook post about our struggle This week also means it has now been over *4.5 YEARS* since Chad and I started trying to start a family. To some people, that may seem ridiculously long, but to others, that's just the tip of...

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I is for...

• Baby Dragon • Delestrogen • Egg Retrieval • Embryo Transfer • Fertility • In Vitro • Infertility • Injections • IVF • PIO • Progesterone

I is for...

So I may have lied to you all in my first post. We knew exactly when the next transfer would be. The 22nd. Two and a half weeks from today. EEK!  Any of you who have been through this process know exactly what that means. Injections. I is for injections. I is also for I lied. I am a horrible person. Or a private one....however you want to look at it. After losing my father, grandmother, grandpa and great aunt all in about 18 months, I have a strong aversion to the phrases "I'm sorry" and "I'm sorry for your loss" ... almost as much...

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F is for...

• Baby Dragon • Beta Day • Delestrogen • Egg Retrieval • Embryo Transfer • Fertility • In Vitro • Infertility • Injections • IVF • Negative • NIAW • Not Pregnant • PIO • Progesterone • Real Life

F is for...

Today I would like to talk to you about the F word. No, not that one.   I'm sure you've heard that one enough for today. This F word is different. This F word is personal. It's raw. It's real. It's painful. It's not talked about enough. Or, when it is talked about, it's dirty. No, it's still not *that* F word. Today I want to talk to you about FERTILITY, or rather about those who struggle with fertility. An even dirtier word. INfertility. There. I said it. Infertility. "Not getting pregnant despite having carefully timed, unprotected sex for one year."...

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